I still remember when Myturn and I first met and became friends. I was living in my Carmichael home, and was in my front bedroom/office with my wonderful dog, Henri (Matisse) lying at my side. I had spent several hours researching the benefits of joining Prodigy versus AOL and a couple of other servers I can no longer recall the names of, when I finally decided to go with Prodigy. First I tried to use my own name; then several variations using initials, birthdays, lucky numbers, etc. but every name I tried was already taken. I must have tried 20+ different monikers before I got very frustrated and like a spoiled little girl, typed in the words "MY TURN" At last, the name was accepted and I swear to you, this is how my loving friendship with my first email address began.
Over the years, Prodigy was ultimately gobbled up by Yahoo who then teamed with AT&T, who just two days ago cancelled my email account without notice. Boom, bam, WOW -- just vanished, gone, nada, nothing. No "hey -- we're taking you out" notice of any kind -- or "call us to discuss your account".....just a nasty gram stating my account had been "temporarily suspended."
WHAT? In? The? World? Was? Going? On????
I didn't need any coffee to wake me up after reading this notice Tuesday morning -- I was wide awake and wondering what could have possibly happened to MyTurn. Hmmm....I had made a change from AT&T to Surewest on Valentine's Day but had been assured by AT&T that they would still allow me to use their email in the event I ever wanted to return (AOL has had this policy for years and AT&T claims they have it too). No problems with my final bill -- in fact I had overpaid the account and had received and cashed the refund check.
On Tuesday I spent over 2 hours talking with AT&T's customer service reps who at first assured me there must have been a mistake on their end. I went through customer service; then tech support; then billing; back to customer service who then sent me to their advanced tech support team; who ultimately sent me back to billing who told me they hadn't cancelled my account properly, and that I should wait 24 hours and my account would be restored.
At last, I was able to breathe. I knew they were going to take care of me -- after all, I've been a customer of PacBell/AT&T since 1976 when I first moved out of my parent's home. My Mom used to work for the phone company and still owns stock with them. Of course I could rest easy because I had been assured all would be OK. I slept well that night, rejoicing in the fact that MyTurn was going to be OK.
Yesterday, I found out AT&T eliminated MyTurn in cold blood. It took me nearly 2 hours of being transferred all over the AT&T customer service departments again before I finally got a supervisor named Cynthia who timidly but gently broke the news to me.
MyTurn was dead. Gone. No explanation -- just vaporized into the internet Heavens.
Yes -- I seriously cried. I'm in mourning as I'm writing this. I'm hoping I'll feel better after getting these memories out but I'm not promising anything.
MyTurn was my friend and confidante for over 20 years. A vital piece of me is gone and I feel empty, sad and very betrayed. MyTurn had been holding onto files I'd kept for many years including emails from old boyfriends, business deals, important tax information and more. I would often hold onto letters and documents thinking I might need to refer to them one day, and had always trusted that MyTurn would have them waiting for me at just the right moment.
Today I'm sad and reeling from the shock of how quickly this dear friend and lifeline was taken from me. I wrote about the experience on my FaceBook page and even Tweeted my dissatisfaction with AT&T for their callous handling of the matter. But none of my bitter musings will bring MyTurn back to me, nor will I ever see my beloved saved/sent emails or InBox again. My Address Book is bye-bye too, and I have anxiety about all the people who will try to reach me only to receive the scary "fatal error - unable to send - addressee unknown" email.
My lemonade to this sour lemony story is I have been made painfully aware of how easily and quickly someone close to me can be taken without one single lick of notice. And if there is indeed a silver lining to this story (or lemonade) -- it's the fact that I didn't lose a human or furry friend or family member. What I lost was a cyberspace loved one and we never hugged or held hands, or shared a meal or a glass of wine.
And at the end of the day, I'm relieved and grateful that I have been enlightened about this fact, and that my friends and family are (to the best of my knowledge) here today, healthy and breathing life and love into my world. Yes -- MyTurn is gone, and there (according to the tech-support team at AT&T) is no resurrecting my baby girl. But her memory and sudden death will live on in my life, and I promise to cherish every waking moment with my loved ones from this day forward.
